Twooo

Monthly mother nature, i despise you.
My dinner ;; 親子丼.

I want to be recognized as "that style of art"
Not as, "that person who can 'draw'".

I think i'll go listen to Passion Pit
& calm my mind.
They give outrageous images to my mind,
it's so difficult to copy on to a white plain paper.

Fever

I started off my day with sharp pain in my stomach. I guess i've learned to not to sleep with my window open more than 2 inches or else i'll get sick & get a fever.
So i've stayed home, frustrated for missing precal and french (now i have to take the final). I've spent my day watching America's Next Top Model marathon while sipping on orange juice and texting Kevin.

"he can like you all he wants but i love you the most"

Port Hueneme

I never knew Hueneme/Oxnard could look so nice.
I went to the rich side today on Victoria's Ave with Kevin.
He bought me a smoothie :)

F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X.

"I only think about her, must get to her, cannot lose her.

You know that i will not let this die."

Amazing.

Time

Past Burns

It's past midnight. The house is quiet & everyone is asleep.

While im still up, texting.

Then suddenly i have the sudden erge to read stuff from the past.

It's bittersweet.

& some, even... upsetting and frustrating.

I cannot change the past but i cannot help but to feel idiotic.

to feel how stupid & credulous i was.

Seems like

"The only thing i think about

ohhh oh,

well is you all the time"

Mission accomplished ;; Bought myself a bracelet. Still wanting more like those though ^

Ran into many people from school. Found some interesting stuff at Borders.

Day spent with my bby.

Im happy.

Father,

He wakes up alone. He sleeps alone.
I do sympathize for him sometimes.
Although i dislike him with a passion,
even if i do not have any thoughts about changing the way i feel about him,
i do get curious of what's going through his mind.
His corrupted mind.

I rethink.
& i get back to the reality.
This is the way it is right now,
because, as harsh as it sounds,
He fucked up.