Sunday, January 31, 2010

Victoria's Secret.

My goal ;; ^^^ Get some niiiice body.
Tomorrow is Second Semester, i wonder how my schedules are,
although i highly doubt any of my classes have been changed.
Im craving for takis, like any other day.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

"How can i ...

.. be as bright as the sunset?"

I want that confidence. I want to be at their level.
I dont want my shadows to be ahead of my journey.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010


"You'll always be my thunder."
I guess this feeling will always comes back to me every year.
it's okay, i've grown up.

On the other note...
im getting a new phone once again.
because my other one has fallen into the jacuzzi.
But this time, im getting the phone I actually want.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Go ..

"...with the flow." is not a good idea.

My mind is clustered.
This moment right here,
is EXACTLY same as last year.
Damn it.
& it was around this time.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

He's the riddle

& i will be his solution.
"Dont worry about her bby, Im your game."
Slow baby steps. Observe. Think. Take a bigger step. Challenge. Risk. Keep heads up.
i have many missions & goals that i have to accomplish this year.
& guess what?
i will make it happen.

Monday, January 4, 2010

CominBack ;

I've screwed up & destroyed his portrait before.
Always left with an unsolved puzzle.

The ground is slowly shaking.
Please dont say to me that it is about to happen again.
I do enjoy the sweetness & the warmth.
I honestly do.
But i do not want the past to strike.
i dont want him disappearing
& not passing any words to each other.
I do not want to be the criminal of messing his illusion.

Because then, when the ground has finally being to shake violently, i'll fall into the underground of darkness.
& this time positively, i'll assume, I wouldnt have my wings to fly back up.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Ordinary girl ;

By Rebelution. Lovelyy.

So it is 2010. Halfway done with Junior year pretty much. Then there comes senior year.
i know i'll miss highschool. Being responsible yet able to kickback with family providing everything.
I have to get a job & work hard more than others, comparing my skills with the others.
Navy cant pay for the college? Or so my dad have mentioned. I have to start saving up money instead of spending on useless things. (Except for Warped Tour & Anime Expo)
I am actually scared. Really scared.
It's a like a little five year old kid forced to live in Los Angeles.
instead, i'll be 18.

Friday, January 1, 2010


NewYear's Eve;
I was with muh BbyPookie.
Firstdayy of 2O1O, i hung out with Steven.
Gettinn a lil' bitt tipsyy.