Victoria's Secret.

My goal ;; ^^^ Get some niiiice body.

Tomorrow is Second Semester, i wonder how my schedules are,

although i highly doubt any of my classes have been changed.

Im craving for takis, like any other day.

"How can i ...

.. be as bright as the sunset?"

I want that confidence. I want to be at their level.

I dont want my shadows to be ahead of my journey.

Thunder

"You'll always be my thunder."

I guess this feeling will always comes back to me every year.

it's okay, i've grown up.

On the other note...

im getting a new phone once again.

because my other one has fallen into the jacuzzi.

But this time, im getting the phone I actually want.

Go ..

"...with the flow." is not a good idea.

My mind is clustered.
This moment right here,
is EXACTLY same as last year.
Damn it.
& it was around this time.

He's the riddle

& i will be his solution.

"Dont worry about her bby, Im your game."

Slow baby steps. Observe. Think. Take a bigger step. Challenge. Risk. Keep heads up.

i have many missions & goals that i have to accomplish this year.

& guess what?

i will make it happen.

CominBack ;

I've screwed up & destroyed his portrait before.

Repeatedly.

Always left with an unsolved puzzle.

The ground is slowly shaking.

Please dont say to me that it is about to happen again.

I do enjoy the sweetness & the warmth.

I honestly do.

But i do not want the past to strike.

i dont want him disappearing

& not passing any words to each other.

I do not want to be the criminal of messing his illusion.

Again.

Because then, when the ground has finally being to shake violently, i'll fall into the underground of darkness.

& this time positively, i'll assume, I wouldnt have my wings to fly back up.

Ordinary girl ;

By Rebelution. Lovelyy.

So it is 2010. Halfway done with Junior year pretty much. Then there comes senior year.
i know i'll miss highschool. Being responsible yet able to kickback with family providing everything.
I have to get a job & work hard more than others, comparing my skills with the others.
Navy cant pay for the college? Or so my dad have mentioned. I have to start saving up money instead of spending on useless things. (Except for Warped Tour & Anime Expo)
I am actually scared. Really scared.
It's a like a little five year old kid forced to live in Los Angeles.
instead, i'll be 18.

HELL0 2O1O;

NewYear's Eve;

I was with muh BbyPookie.

January1st;

Firstdayy of 2O1O, i hung out with Steven.

Gettinn a lil' bitt tipsyy.