Ignored / Warped Tour '09

Lately, i feel like im being ignored. As if he has no intention of communicating with me.

Everynight, no matter how fantastic my day was, it gets ruined because he never leaves my mind.

I've given up on trying, because it never works and it's the same, repeating itself. Feels like my pride is getting crushed. Wishes and dreams makes the issue worse but it seems as if i cannot stop.

"What's wrong babe, did not daddy give you enough attention?"

Bulls Make Money, Bears Make Money, Pigs Get Slaughtered - Chiodos

I seem to have created a fear for friendships

On the bright side, today was Warped Tour ' 09

Escape the Fate was already playing when i was in the line trying to get into the Fair Grounds.

& I missed A Day To Remember because i've mistaken the Hurley stage with Hurley.com stage. = bummer.

But other than that, it was pretty amazing.
Wished i could've stayed a little longer and gone into a pit but my ankle held me back.

More pictures on myspace

Grave of the Fireflies

Saddest movie everr.
It's an animated Japanese movie.
i dont wanna explain the story,
so must watch .


Currently:
I felt my heavy heart beat,
& i couldnt breathe.

Fuuuuck...
and i failed again,
Why? Because i suck. :)

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I've been obsessed with acoustic / soft music.
it feels nice to sing along with it in my room,
just laying on the bed.

I've been having the urge to go to the park around midnight,
it must be nice to walk around the park at night
with the cold breeze
with no kids around but the calmness and the silence.

& im in the need to watch Disney movies.
Not the movies that came out these past five years,
but the really old,
classic, disney movies
like,
Aladdin, Lion King, Snow white, etc.
the movies i've been watching since i was born.

:)