Monday, August 31, 2009

Last Day of Summer'09

My day started early at 7am, i dont really remember what i did.
Around 7, went to the gate to hang out with Arturo ;;
Went to see Transformers 2 (Finally!!).
It was fun :)
Then drovee back around 10 something
smelling like cigs.
Last day of my Sophomore Summer.
Tomorrow is the First Day of Junior dayy.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Malibu Beach

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^^ Sadly, i have no picture of the beautiful sunset at Malibu Beach because i didnt take my camera.
In fact i didnt know i was going there.

My day started off with three crappy dreams in a row.
Then off to drumline.
Learning second part of Walk This Way. It's intense.

Arturo shows up near the end of the practice.
Then he told me to blindfold myself with this green bandana.
*drive drive drive*
& we end up at the Malibu Beach.

*climb climb climb * them mountain
At the top,
i saw the pretty sunset :)
Sat there and talked until it got late.

going down, more scary than going down.
At one point, i just slid down, i thought i was gonna die.
Arturo hurt his hand :(
im sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-- > Went to Jack in the Box,
i fell asleep while Arturo drove me to the gate

Clark always makes my mood :)

PS. R.I.P Coach Laut

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Come Again

I went to the beach today with Lorena. Surprisingly only stayed there for an hour or two.
Got yelled, "Suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup Gurrrrrrrl" from across the street.
Creepers in a car asked us if we needed a ride.
Do people actually think they could get girls by asking if they need a ride...?
Went to Jack in the Box, saw Christian! :)
Saw this adorable fat kid at Bubbling Springs park for football practice i guess. He was the very last one to finish running. :(
Still cute though.
I'd spoil an adorable fat kid. Like......
"You want ice cream?"
"Mhmm.... :("
"Awww!! Eat sweetie! Here i'll give you cake and doughnuts too!"
I dislike when i find a song that can relate to a situation or how im feeling at that moment. haha.
"Come Again" by M-flo ft. Lisa.
Yay for a japanese song
im done trying.
Oh yeah ; Sevenmonths.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009


"Never Let The Fear Of Striking Out Stop You From Playing The Game"
- a quote Lorena told me.
School starts in ... six days.
i still need to buy papers and whatnot.
I found a college that i would like to go to!
Otis College in LA
(Arts and Design)
Major in Communication Arts.
Lately i've been wanting to draw something.. Amazing.
but i havent got any.. inspirations.
Niko told me im supposed to be 'pure'
Oh hey, btw
For your entertainment

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Beach Fair ;

Today i went to the Beach Fair with Jonathan, Melinie, and Kevin1. (we found kevin3 there)
I thought the fair was very boring.
But i had fun with the group.

Saturday, August 22, 2009


Yesterday, i woke up at 5:30am to get ready to go to Six Flags.
I honestly can say, that Arturo is the greatest friend. Ever.
Even if we call each other names, hah.

I went on Goliath for the first time,
i was really scared. hah
First drop, oh gad, i closed my eyes.
Then went on Scream, Colosuss, Batman, JetStream, Log Jammer, and Viper.
We could've gone more but the line was too long.

It was lame cause i guess i got dehydrated or something.
My chest, throat felt sick as if i was gonna throw up. hah.

Went to this restaurant, Fry's, then to Jessica's house.
Stayed out until 10pm.

I get home....
hah, shit happens.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Strawberry Swisher pt.1

Amazing song by Dance Gavin Dance

I wish i was the only light in your visions. I wish i was the only star that shined the brightest when you look at the night sky. I wish i was the oxygen you cannot live without. I wish the melody to your ears. I wish i was your thoughts when you wake up and before you sleep. I wish i was your escape. I wish i was your heart beat. I wish i was your everything, your World.
& I wish i could stop wishing ;
they're useless
and it just makes me seem like i am too attached.

The weight gets worse every time when my heart beats.
My ambitions are interrupted by my fears.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009


You don't need to repeat your words as if i am the age of a five year old ; i admit that compared to my friends around me, i am probably the most obtuse person. However, your continuous words, the same exact lines, with that same exact tone, reduces my self-esteem and my confidence even more. I feel as if i am not going to accomplish anything in my life.
Your words stabs me.

Monday, August 17, 2009


I want to loosen your blindfolds but Im not visible. It seems like I am unable to reach you because it seems as if you're a thousand miles away. Your mind is kept a mystery and locked, even if I have the key to explore it. Im scared to question you because I feel neglected. I feel as if Im falling off from the palm of your hands. I find it nerve-racking to communicate because I may not receive a response.
But... I cannot seem to leave where I stand.
In fact, I dont want to leave where I stand.

Saturday, August 15, 2009


Everyone is selfish in their ways,
but seems like lately, people around me,
who i'd never thought they'd do such a thing.
Are doing the messed up things.
Im pretty sure they dont notice because everything is going really great for them at a moment,
but geesh,
think about the others. Care about others before taking your action.

Not cool,
Not at all.


A Magical Door ;

"Dokodemo do-a (door)" from a classic japanese cartoon Doraemon.
It's a magical door, you just say the place you desire to be & open the door. TA-DA! You're there.
that's what i need.
i'd be in Japan right now.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

&it's back


Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Ventura County Fair #2

So went to the Ventura County Fair again.
All dayy with Churro, aka Clark.

Picked up some hoes (Mitchell, Amanda, & Marsha, aka Kitty, aka 12yearold)
at the Pacific View mall,
then went to the fair.
Split up with the hoess.
& yeeee.

Around Fiiiiive,
dropped the hoes back at the mall,
then Arturo and I went to see a movie, Up.
i cant believe it's a Disney movie. Seriously.
But i liked it. The fat kid was super adorable.

Oh, so after dropping them hoes off,
Arturo, Marsha, and I was walking around
and since i had few money left on the Hot topic gift card,
we decided to go buy candies
(That's what i spent on last time when i was there.
The JONES carbonated candies are the shit. especially the Orange & Cream one)
Fuuuuh, never EVER going back there again.
they have a shirt of that one stupid annoying song, "im a jerk",
making these cool things look super lame and colorful.
Playing LMFAO.

Monday, August 10, 2009


My Domo :)
Lorena came over to my housee,
had a lot going onnnn, fuuuh.
Haha we came up with terms that has our own little meanings.

haha the definition is still stuck in my head because of Jonathan.


1pm ; Started hanging out with Garrett.
I gots a huge lollipop
went to 99cent store that said
"Open 8 to 9, 9days a week"
Saw three smart cars.
3pm ; Went on base
Went to see the bamboo trees and random disgusting bathroom.
Then to park.
I got pwned.
7/8pm (around that time) ; went to BK
Few minutes later Jonathan came.
Stayed there until 12am just talking about randomest things.

"A gook, a spook, and a beaner walks into a bar,
the bartender said 'Get the fuck out'"

"A wheelchair and boxing gloves"

Saturday, August 8, 2009


I was too lazy to go down stairs and scan my drawings so that's why the quality is really.. Lame.
I drew them probably around four or five in the morning and colored them few minutes ago.


I dislike when i have those moments where i feel like everything is just falling down on me.
& words come out of my mouth that i dont mean.

Arturo made my night.
He taught me how to drive ;; scaryy.
i thought i was gonna die.
Then took me to Golf n Stuff.

Natalie Portman's rap blew my mind.
Claps to The Lonely Island.
"We love you Natalie!" "I wanna fuck you too!"

Speaking of Rap, reminding me of Hiphop/R&B ;
i found out Mariah Carey got told by Eminem .

p.s ; Joe Cortez reads my blogs.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Ventura County Fair

Speechless, not really in a good way.
i enjoyed the rides .
But my thoughts were filled with something else.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009


I went to Carlos's house today. Pretty chill.
Garrett and Jonathan was wrestling while Ismael told us a joke.
Then Matthew and Ismael disappeared
& Mauro showed up while i was asleep on the couch.

Night sucks.
Including the text messages i get.
To make things worse, jealousy comes with Loneliness.

New Room

So due to the internet connection that was unable to reach my room, i had to switch rooms with my dad/ guest room.
I've worked for probably like 11 hours . It's whatever.

Have been frustrated all day not only because of cleaning rooms but other things.

I realized i have a lot of things that reminds me of Arturo or that belongs to Arturo.
Like :
1. His bracelets
2. Blue Ring
3. Mickey Mouse he got for me on his gradnight
4. The letter that came with the Mickey Mouse
5. Part of this glowstick sword
6. His old sidekick
7. His bunny hat
8. His beanie
9. Key chain from Warped Tour 09
10. Penguin Shirt
There's a lot more im pretty sure

Ryan Faustino made me a video :)
& i made brownies.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Lost memories

*Post at midnight*
I hung out with Joey (ipatzi), Mitchell, Amanda, and Kitty.
it was pretty fun, reminded me of last summer.

On the way home, i drop my base ID,
had to walk back to find it.
Got home at 9:30?

My dad said the computer works,

My pictures are gone.
all of my over 1500+ pictures.
& most of them are of/from friends.
From freshman year.