Last day of challenge:)

Day 31 - A picture of yourself:

Well it's last day of May,
I begin June with fresh hair color.
Dark Hairrr im baaack.

School is out in seven days!
Im graduating in ten days!
Gradnight, Graduation, Party Bus, im ready!

unknown

No matter how much "social" i try to be at school, at the end of the day i realize i dont have "friends" rather "acquaintances". No matter how much i try to get in touch with the person i used to be close with, our conversation dies and they dont bother talking to me. No matter how much i try to not to think of the past, everything bugs me. No matter how nice i try to be, i end up joking around and at the end of the day, im a bitch. No matter how hard i try to make new friends, someone i can talk to, i end up being antisocial and scared. No matter how much i laugh at school, when im home in my room, i feel like complete shit. No matter how hard i try to not to get jealous, it happens because im a jealous person. No matter how hard i try to be positive, on the side it's all negative.

I wish you

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss:

This challenge made me depressed just because i was reminded that i have actually lost few people and im no longer close to them. I dont feel comfortable just randomly opening up them when they havent taken the time to keep in touch.

Ao no Exorcist

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile:
It's not safe to post our webcam pictures but yeah.
Any of our webcam pictures makes me smile.

So i started watching Ao no Exorcist awhile ago,
Im becoming obsessed with Okumura Rin.
It's probably the voice.
Ah, the two main character has the best voice actor.
The opening is a good song:)

Just incase the youtube video gets deleted..Cause that's how wack youtube is now,
It's "Core Pride" by UVERworld

Fresh!

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of:


Chilled with my boyfraaan and his homies.
Chill, chill.

W00t.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member:
My bother.
Excuse the picture, it's from last year, March.

My dad took me to Ross so i could find a dress, jeans, and socks. Turns around i found everything i wanted except for that. So i went to Target and purchased jeans, shorts, two v-necks and socks. Then went to Charlotte Russe. Found everything i wanted except for a dress.

Well actually i found one black dress so i went to try it on, as i wore and tried pulling up the zipper, the cloth and the zipper got stuck. So i was trying to pull it up, didnt work. I tried pulling it down, didnt work. So i was in there for 15 minutes maybe trying to undress myself from that stupid dress. So in the end, i ended up ripping it & broke the zipper. I returned the dress where i found it and ran out of the store. haha.

I went to Forever21, i found EVERYTHING except for a dress. Gah, that store was filled with cute lacey, floral stuff. Shirts, skirts, summer dresses. i wanted everything but i couldnt.
I went to WetSeal, same thing happened.

However at the end of the day, i found a dress for the party bus after graduation:)
So i am all satisfied.

If it means a lot to you

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

I have a lot of things that means a lot to me but this was the first thing that came to my mind when i thought about this. &also cause i recently got this. I got this on my birthday by my bestest friend. It means so much cause it shows how long we've been friends and i remember all the times that she was there for me, a lot of the things we've talked about, a lot of jokes we've came up with, and just everything we've done in general. I know i've said stupid things to her (because thinking back, i know it was a stupid thing to say) and i've done stupid things but she stayed by my side unlike many others. She's the number one best friend i could ever ask for.

Cheat

Day 25 - A picture of your day

Sorry challenge. Although i took pictures from the banquet,
im too lazy to upload it on my computer and posting it.
It dont really matter because today wasnt that great.
It wasnt all that bad either.
i just gotta learn how to control my emotions
and learn how to keep my head and look toward the future.
Not keep looking back

Barely Tuesday

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change:
My appearance.
It's not like i hate my body and face err anything but yeah.

I wish i had the killer curves.
All the fat in right areas.
Small face.
i can keep on going and going.

Basically i would be happy if i had appearance like Leah Dizon.

Monday.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book:
Great Gatsby

I found one in Japanese.

So a student from my school has passed away in a car accident. To be honest, I've always found him annoying and preferred not to be near him. But I've never imagined him passing away. It's such a weird feeling to see a student who was completely "out there", where everyone knew him just suddenly disappear.
Our principal is terrible. I've seen a lot of students affected by his lost and our principal announced in the morning that he has a team of counselors so students could talk and cry to. Which is really nice. But after the announcment, he goes around the whole class room talking to them about this tragic loss and the couseling team. I think announcment is enough. I dont think it's necessary for him to go to each class and make them feel depressed than they already are. Especially if it's toward the end of school. He came to my fifth period class which is second to last period of the day. (im just speaking my opinion so dont back fire at me).
& another thing is i've seen this guy who is filled with joy because of this incident. Can he just keep it to himself and show a little bit of respect? All of the things he've said are completely horrible.

Well on the brighter side of my day, i went to jack in the box with Chris
& later went to Dez's house.

LazySunday

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at :
Singing. Just because i love singing.

Strawberries!

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget:
Past memories of Love.

I volunteered for the Strawberry Festival today.

I went to Camarillo Outlets.
just window shopping haha.

I saw so many cute clothes and HATS. gad, i wanted to cry

Finally the weekend

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel :
Taiwan

i wanna go shopping there cause they have everything there for cheap price.

Poem

Day 19 - A picture and a letter
I was lazy to post a picture of letters that i have.
So i just decided i'll post this.
Haha:)

stop.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Everything.

18th Birthday!

Today was my 18th birthday!
It was a mission to get to all of my classes because of the presents.
One side of my arm was full with present bags and other side was full with the two cakes.
It made me feel loved though. It was first time i've ever carried so many birthday presents.

The text book lady got me a balloon and a cake.

& Chris got me a cake too:)
I opened my presents when i got home with Lorena!

My babe gave me a Mickey Mouse♥ .Dez gave me a cute necklace.Melinie gave me a MickeyMouse bandaid which is cute.My babe also got me thiiis;;&Melinie got my makeup!Miguel made me a card♥The textbook lady also gave me a card& of course, Lorena got me a card:)Melinie got me some plant thingies.Miguel got me a full box of mini Reeses.
(im gonna gain weight)This is where my challenge comes in:
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
The present Lorena got me. it's the cutest thing♥An album filled with photos of us. Freshman year till now.
I've never had anyone do this for me so i was surprised.
i love it♥Then my bestfriend Lorena and I went toppers!Salad :)Strawberry LemonadePineapple Pizza!& POOKIE♥Today was such a good day.

Tomorrow,

Im LEGAL. HOLLAA.

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you :
Once again Masuwaka Tsubasa.

I think it's amazing that a famous model with a son is still modeling while running her own cosmetic line, designing fake lashes with the famous company, collaborating with fashion designers, and being active on tv shows. Not to mention she's freakin pretty.
It truly shows that you can do what you want to do in your career, something that you truly enjoy.

C.R.E.A.M.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
GET RICH

So i can do a lot of things.

Dennys.

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without:
My mommy.

So heres me being bored:)


Yeapp, i was kiinda bored. & it was HOT. it still is hott.

Fack

Darrnnn, i didnt do one last night. So i'll cheat and do two today. haha

Day 12 - A picture of something you love :
Make Up (it was actually hard to choose cause i love a lot of things)

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist :
no doubt, KID CUDI.