Friday, July 30, 2010

Changed URL

Now it's
The reason is because i have 152 pictures on my flickr, and once i hit 200, i cant upload anymore pictures unless i upgrade. It's only $2 dollars per month. But im not willing to pay. So once i hit 200, i'll start putting "" on the pictures.
When i have money to blow, i'll upgrade.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Heart of a Lion

At the end of the day, day, my momma told me don't let no one break me, let no one break me.
At the end of the day, day, nobody, nobody ever could stop me, ever could stop me.
At the end of the day, day, you can't regret if you were tryin', if you were tryin'.

At the end of the day, day, I'm walking with a heart of a lion, yeahh.
My answer to you is a "Yes".

Wednesday, July 28, 2010


My mom took me and the siblings to Channel Islands Harbor where they have asian food court. So we got some japanese food there and it was pretty good. The workers were japanese so it's not one of those "Japanese Food" with other races working. (i hope that didnt sound racist or anything... cause i was just trying to state that the taste is usually off) ANYWAYS!
I got katsudon!
It came with mochi, really tiny. & on top it's anko, whip cream, and a little piece of strawberry.
i didnt actually eat it cause Katsudon got me full.
かき氷♥ (Shaved Ice) ahh! Too bad the weather isnt all hot.
So my mom took me to the NEX & i bought a lipstick! it was the last one.
-Soft Nude.

You know what i hate?

When people i dont really like listens to my favorite bands. Go listen to some myspace shiiit.


Monday, July 26, 2010

So my cough was worse today, my head felt super heavy. Hence, i stayed home. I was looking through a website and found these super cute glasses (Fake Lenses).
$13.99 Click
$15.00 Click
Anyone wanna buy me one of these? Please?? :D

Saturday, July 24, 2010


See my hair aint all dark.

I woke up super late, so ashamed. Around 12:40. Since i've woken up, i keep coughing and sneezing. I guess im sick. I think it's cause of my diet. I've been eating at random times. So my right nostril is all stuffy. I spent my day in doors, getting attacked by my brother because my mom told him if he touches my boobs, she'll take him to McDonald's (wtf.) , i took pictures, i experimented with makeup, listened to Monkey Majik, M-Flo, and KiD CuDi. Youtubed.
So right now, im just suffering with my nose.

Friday, July 23, 2010


I love this album so, so much.
I've noticed myself feeling a little bit down. Just because i look back, and i see how much i drifted away from people. I hung out with so many people last year (as in 2009) at school, at drumline, and outside of school. Maybe because it's summer. Maybe because three of my friends are outside of Oxnard. No, but still. I dont even hang out with people i hung out with in sophomore year ;; JoeyI, Fezz, Mitchell, Amanda, Jeremiah, Seth, Kitty, Gabriel, Garrett & they'll have their group of friends so i was surrounded by so many people. Junior year, i only hung out with Lorena, Kevin, Steven, and Chris. I've hung out with other people few times, but it's not the same. I'd ask for them to hang out. But everyone is in a different world. I'd feel pretty awkward.
Well, im going to get distracted with the amazing album by M-Flo.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Kid Cudi

"Haters shake my hand but I keep the sanitizer on Deck"

Neww Hairr ;;

I swear it's not that dark in person.
I dont think my hair color will last. It'll probably go back to the old color.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Late night post.


When i post these, you have no idea how many times i press "delete" of the things i've written.
& at the end, i usually not end up typing things that i planned or not posting at all.



Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Laisse Tomber les Filles

(English Version ;; "Chick Habit") -April March
Thanks to Steviiie.

So i dyed my hair dark brown . Ohh muhh gahh, i am so not used to this. Im used to having my hairr .. i dont even know the color. but Bright Blonde-ishh.

Sunday, July 18, 2010


I was with the bby all daaaay. It was the perfect HOT weather to go to the beach. Totally went tanning. I think i'll start tanning in my backyard so i can even my tan out...

Bby gave me stickers that he drew & a sweet letter. He also played a song for me on a guitar, written just for me. Totally left me speechless & smiling. I dont really know how to explain my feelings other than "Happy".
Happy 6Months!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

"I wonder..."

"..what it'd feel like to have two legs." - Lorena Sanchez.
Went to the beach & walked around base.

So i went to the NEX and i craved. So i bought myself some Maybelline lipstick. :)
Color in 'Pink Please'. i decided not to get "Born With It" cause i compared the colors in person and i like this one better. Yay.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010


T0day's weather was so pretty. The sky was clearr.
君の輝き 甘い囁き
僕の溜息は つきたり無いほど

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Tuesday is tuesday.

Today was my sister's 6th Birthday. My mom made a Hello Kitty cake for her. I thought it was pretty funny because the eyes and nose looked like dog's poop err something haha. No one ended up eating the eyes and the nose.

Monday, July 12, 2010


Stay with me, this is what i need, please?

Went to tutti frutti today with Lorena, i got :
Pink Lemonade & Banana Frogurt
Gummie Warms
& Captain Crunch

Amazing ;;


Saturday, July 10, 2010


Why is that i can do my hair really nice at night, when im not heading out
but i cant when i am going out? :(

Friday, July 9, 2010

Missha BB Cream

So my mom ordered Missha BB Cream a week ago & it's finally here!
We got a small one (20g) because we wanted to try it out.
So I also got this box filled with tiny things!
It came with other BB Cream (10ml)
The lipgloss is really tiny. Hence, the cellphone strap is attached.
Then there's "BB Boomer" which is suppose to make your skin more radiant.

It also came with Oil Cleanser (Make-up Remover) & Detoxifying Peeling Gel.

I spent my day with Kevin :) went over to Gabriel's house for a bit. I was just supposed to pick up money but we ended up talking for a quite a while. He gave us Mickey Mouse lollipops!
"Splace Mountain".

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Mitsuwa & Nijiya

Went to Mitsuwa today in Torrance. Ate some Miso Ramen for lunchiiie.
Milk Coffee & Chocolate chip cookies :)
So at Mitsuwa, i bought this apple shaped lip balm. It smells really nice.
Bought Kona-Chan at Nijiya♥♥
Then bought Rilakkuma cellphone case :)

Wednesday, July 7, 2010


Kevin bought me that bow at Anime Expo. It has strawberries on it ♥

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Love ;;

Monday, July 5, 2010


So i went to Anime Expo on Friday & Saturday. It was entertaining. Cosplayers were better last year but i enjoyed this year a lot more. I'd post more pictures but i already did that on facebook. (Hence, im just lazy). Well anyways i bought LuckyStar mystery box, and it was Tsukasa! Cute.
So R2D2 was there, it was so legit. It came to me to take a picture so i was flattered. Then im just chilliin, standing there, watching it go around, it comes back to me and it sprayed some stuff on me. Hell nawww, I jammed.
4th of July, i was with Pookie. Walked around and talked. Definitely laughed. We went to her house and she gave me a B&J margarita. It was really yummy. it's more like a soda cause there's only 4% alcohol. After we left her house, went on base to see the fireworks. When it was over, we headed to the park to just sit and eat our chex mix. We took a sip of this bottle that Lorena brought. AYYYYYYYYYY, it smelled all sweet and tasted all sweet for a second. Then it just burned all the way down to the stomach.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Dear Father,

I dont know why i call you a "father" when you're my step father. I dont even know why i bother calling you a step-"father" or "dad". You really dont deserve it. You're the most selfish, ignorant, & stupid person i'll ever encounter in my whole life. Im pretty sure you're gonna read this some point in your life just because you're that type of a person to stalk your wife and your children's privacy. First, i felt sorry for my mother because she had to deal with your bullshit. Second, i felt sorry for Mio because she's very observant and she gets stress from you and mother arguing. Third, I felt sorry for Momoka because you cant remember her fucking birthday when she's the "daddy's girl" type. Forth, I felt bad for Miya because she continues to love you and you dont even care. Fifth, I felt bad for Neo because your stupidass abused him when he was couple months old. Now, i feel bad for you because when i graduate, my mom is not gonna stay with your stupid, disgusting, "mommy's-boy", bullshit ass. Take the reality and admit that she doesnt love you. You can go cry to your ass to your ignorant mom and stay in Hawaii. You should feel lucky that your family hasnt left you and my mom stayed with you for 10years. However. No, you take that as granted. & this is what happens because you never bothered changing your mental issues.
I've never loved you, and i'll never love you. I have no respect for you what so ever. I only appreciate you for giving me a chance to be here, in America. But other than that, nothing. Not that you'll care because you never took me as your "daughter".
When you die, im not gonna bother going to your funeral.

-From Mai.

I feel better now :D