ROSS

Afterschool i had my mom take me to ross so i can buy stuff (Yes ROSS, Girl, im cheap). I found nice white cardigan and a plain black long sleeved top along with jeans.
Then i was gonna go to target to get this ;;

But i found it at ross as a set with eye shadows. So, i didnt go to target afterall.

Really pigmented :)
STEAL.

'Simple&Lovely'

My Jam at the moment

Dear Matthew ;;

:)

Lotta walking

Walked alot with Kevin. :)

The Con

Dear Shia LaBeouf,

You're the definition of "BOMBskeez" in my dictionary.

Today was such a sloww day. Thank goodness it's a friday though. i can sleep in for a bit now and i dont gotta work on sundays anymore. I got my first pay check today:)

Shot

So i've been through/alright with this for a year, counting now, a year and a half or whatever. But sometimes, it just randomly hits me of a thought of "i dont have my OWN best friends." (not including joey because he's in college and he's doing his thing, even then im probably like in the 20s of his list) Junior year, i dont remember how but my best friends somehow ended up colliding with each other ; so my own best friends that i've had are now also bestfriends with each other. As months went by, i realized i didnt have my own best friends. (im not sure if that makes sense) Basically, im pretty much upset and jealous of the fact that they have their OWN best friends that i dont talk to. it's not like i dont want them to be friends with each other, but..
It just makes me sad.

& if anyone brings up about me having a boyfriend then im totally gonna explode cause it aint the same.

I've been pretty positive for the past months. a year. But feeling like this everyday, even just for few seconds, minutes, it starts to build up.
So here i am.
Blue, upset, and sad.
Blogging.

On top of that i have to see things i dont want to see.
& I have to hear/see the name i dont want to hear/see.