Hi,

Let's start a friendship. :)

One phone call,

ruined my confidence and my dreams.

I had a phone call from Academy of Arts because i signed up to get some information. I was trying to answer this lady's questions and then i dont know what happened because i totally got confused. I told her i want to be in the fashion field, styling. then she asks me what i want to do (?) and she told me that i sound like im not sure about what i want to do. then she told me to go research because she'll call back tomorrow. I cant remember what she was saying because i felt like i was being attacked.

Then i got in the thoughts that im not good enough, nor i'll ever be good enough. I just lost confidence of what i wanted to do in my life because when i was confused, her tone was like as if she was annoyed. On top of that i was nervous so that didnt help.

& when she said "You sound like you're not sure what you want to do with your life." & rambling on, i felt heartbroken. After the phone call i ended up crying cause i felt like complete shit.

The End.

Almost ..

Taste Your Stuff

Let's Get Outta Here!

i feel

Replaced.

& i feel like i have no friends.

Today's weather

Was freakin HOT like, oh.my.gah.

80 degrees.

in November.

I've never dressed like this ^ on a November.
Well, at the NEX, i bought Maybelline smooth mousse. I already had one but i got another one in a darker tone. :) Yeyy.

Novemberrr

Dang. i have not updated in forever. Infact it's november now.

Anyway, October 30th was my school's homecoming dance ;;

Youuu know i totally danced my booty off.

Then on Halloween, i walked around Camarillo with Kevin, Jon, Carlos, and Ruben