I've screwed up & destroyed his portrait before.
Always left with an unsolved puzzle.
The ground is slowly shaking.
Please dont say to me that it is about to happen again.
I do enjoy the sweetness & the warmth.
I honestly do.
But i do not want the past to strike.
i dont want him disappearing
& not passing any words to each other.
I do not want to be the criminal of messing his illusion.
Because then, when the ground has finally being to shake violently, i'll fall into the underground of darkness.
& this time positively, i'll assume, I wouldnt have my wings to fly back up.