Im so upset.

I failed the precal final last year.
Now i got a D on the first calculus test.

I feel like such a failure right now.

天元突破グレンラガン

Im sorry Code Geass but this is BEAST.
Im gonna rave about this anime forever.

Love Me, Hate the Game

This song is so G.
If you dont listen to M-Flo, you're missing out. FASHO.

I wanna go to the concert.

LA

Yesterday i went to LA for dentist appointment.

We stopped by Korean restaurant (In Korea town) to eat lunchie

BCD Tofu House
869 S Western Ave
Los Angeles, CA 90005

Went to dentist appointment ; stayed two hours there because everyone had to check up.
I have one cavity :(
oh wells.

Then we went to "100yen" shop. Although it's two dollars. hah

They had lashes!

Then went to eat dinner :)
Curry Udon

We cruised around Little Tokyo, where i went to this figure store. AMAZING. Nerdgasm.

then went to this Fashion Center called Del Amo in Torrance.
It was really huge. but we didnt stay for long because we had to go grocery shopping at Japanese market ; Nijiya.

OH.MY.GAD.

I just watched the last episode of Kaichou wa maid-sama.
Ugh, such a girly anime but it sure does tickles girl's heart.

So i randomly got a fever today & it sucks. My eyes are watering like crazy, my nose tickles/itches, my face is all hot. I skipped work today.

Well, now on to Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann.

ROSS

Afterschool i had my mom take me to ross so i can buy stuff (Yes ROSS, Girl, im cheap). I found nice white cardigan and a plain black long sleeved top along with jeans.
Then i was gonna go to target to get this ;;

But i found it at ross as a set with eye shadows. So, i didnt go to target afterall.

Really pigmented :)
STEAL.

'Simple&Lovely'

My Jam at the moment

Dear Matthew ;;

:)

Lotta walking

Walked alot with Kevin. :)

The Con

Dear Shia LaBeouf,

You're the definition of "BOMBskeez" in my dictionary.

Today was such a sloww day. Thank goodness it's a friday though. i can sleep in for a bit now and i dont gotta work on sundays anymore. I got my first pay check today:)

Shot

So i've been through/alright with this for a year, counting now, a year and a half or whatever. But sometimes, it just randomly hits me of a thought of "i dont have my OWN best friends." (not including joey because he's in college and he's doing his thing, even then im probably like in the 20s of his list) Junior year, i dont remember how but my best friends somehow ended up colliding with each other ; so my own best friends that i've had are now also bestfriends with each other. As months went by, i realized i didnt have my own best friends. (im not sure if that makes sense) Basically, im pretty much upset and jealous of the fact that they have their OWN best friends that i dont talk to. it's not like i dont want them to be friends with each other, but..
It just makes me sad.

& if anyone brings up about me having a boyfriend then im totally gonna explode cause it aint the same.

I've been pretty positive for the past months. a year. But feeling like this everyday, even just for few seconds, minutes, it starts to build up.
So here i am.
Blue, upset, and sad.
Blogging.

On top of that i have to see things i dont want to see.
& I have to hear/see the name i dont want to hear/see.

Afterschool ;;

Steven and I went to Steak&Hoagie's today.

Then we had a mini photoshoot. haha

I die ..

...before i lose because i was born to win.

Satisfied

I went to the Centerpoint and the mall today with muhboo.

I finally got the red hat i've been wanting
& i got a Mickey Mouse notebook.
I got two NYX lipglosses. One in Natural and another in Sobert (which is the picture above)

Natural Smokes

I also bought Maybellines gel liner.

Got a top and some undies, hah.

So after shopping, I dropped off my stuff at my house then we went to go see the Inception on the base with Joey O. and Kevin U. (aka God Anastasia)

Kevin drives !!!

キセキ

2人寄り添って歩いて　永久の愛を形にして
いつまでも君の横で　笑っていたくて
アリガトウや　Ah　愛してるじゃまだ足りないけど
せめて言わせて　「幸せです」と . . .

GReeeeN is so amazing. This song is great. It makes my heart feel like shit even though i think dont it's supposed to make you feel like that.

Screw you

FREAKIN CALCULUS.

for needing a damnn scientific calculator.

Why cant you be simple.

Third day

So i survived through the third day of school. It's going pretty alright although, i can see some friendship difficulties. But whatever, it always happens. I got my chin up. :)
Anywhoooo, so this morning i was kinda bummed about the fact that since i have work on fridays, i cant go to football games.. but i guess .. money is better. haha.
I talked to Coach Garrett! AH! i miss him.
So at work today, there was this guy (around the age of 20s) he was eating sushi with his family and i noticed he kept looking or glancing over me, i ignored. Then after they left, he came back with his friends and after sitting for couple of minutes, he came up to me and handed me a little piece of paper with his name and his phone number written. Im taken sorry sugah.

& there was this old guy who i served the food, took orders and shii, when he was leaving, he came up to me and gave me tips.

Chillin with muhh babe tomorrow. :)

First Day of Senior Year

It feels like just few months ago, when my seniors graduated. It feels like just a month ago, when the cute seniors graduated. It feels like a week ago, i was still in school. It feels like just yesterday, i started my summer. I wore a long bright pink dress in the foggy weather and i started my senior year. Honestly, i am bummed that i dont have Symphonic band. But at the same time, i actually like the people in my calculus class. Lorena, Garrett, Wesley, Kyle, Miguel, Brittany, and many others. Office Aide (which i did not sign up for , but hey, it's gooood), American Gov with Chris, English with Ben, Physics with my babe, Rudy, Brittany, and Miguel. French3 with Chris (which we are switching out). I just gotta switch Chicano Lit instead of having french3.

I am so ready for this.